its been a while since ive posted anything not that anyone looks at this anyway *shrugs*
mainly i got busy with work & studying fulltime aswell as the ups & downs of relationships
at the moment im probably in a middle part where i don't know what i want to do for a career nor do i want to actually do anything
i know that sounds lazy but nothing interesting is happening & its starting to bore me
i look forward to the weekend to see my beloved girlfriend but even then i don't want to be constantly bugging her. im getting a feeling that she wants some time to do things with her friends which is fine with me. sure im a bit clingy at times & everyone wants attention but i think ive been doing that a bit to much. i don't know i can't read peoples minds or there feelings/body language.
not to mention that my family are also not giving me the time of day but then again they haven't been doing that for almost 6 or 7 years now.
really im just posting to say to the people who might pass by that im still here. dont know for how long but im still here.